Sometimes i need “me” time to think, to cry, to feels and to be completely distance from everybody.
I can’t get that anymore
Pap pap pap pap – Preview it on Path.
You seem out of the context – Preview it on Path.
Don’t you feed me lines about some idealistic future. You heart won’t heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures. – Preview it on Path.
i don’t act well around sick people.
they make me uncomfortable, i seriously don’t know how to handle sick people. i tend to face them with palm face. can’t shed a single tears or showing a sympathy’s face. so i will always talk a common things to make them better.
maybe it because i was raised that way, every-time i get sick, i taking care of my self. so i don’t have the experience of knowing what kind of act i should do when people around me get sick.
i don’t act well when knowing somebody’s death.
well its kinda bother me, cause i look like cold-hearted bitch. i can’t shed my tears because i sad, but i cry because the empathy. this happen when my mom die, to be honest, i can hold my tears until my mom’s buried. i do cry, but only because people cry.
maybe i just think, that they no longer in pain. they no longer taking crap and shit everyday in this life. i do believe they going some nicer place
even i don’t shed a tears when my dad giving me the way to my husband on my wedding day
funny how i can survives the pain of losing someone to small stuff that doesn’t really big deal